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Friday, June 30, 2006
11:18 PM

good English?

i don't like spelling!~ i don't like pronunciation!~ i just don't like. haha

to be continue~


Tuesday, June 27, 2006
11:46 PM

water is a living thing

Yo peeps, take a breath off boring work! hehe...recently juzt found out a very interesting fact about WATER. so any of my frenz who happen to teach the topic of water, maybe you can use this for your lesson.^_^do you know water is actually ALIVE? it has moods, it has expressions and it is sculptured according to its environment. it will respond to words, it can see, it can hear... now, let me show a microscopic view of water crystal:

See how clear and mystical it looks? this is is crystal of pure, clean water. next, i'm gonna show you the microscopic view of contaminated water:

it's ugly.......lost of shine, no definite shape as it's unable to crystalline and form crystal.now that we have undergo the definition of beauty & ugly, let me take u to a tour of Mystical Waters....
Few years back,there were a few japanese scientists who carried out an experiment on water - whether it is alive or not...whether they will respond to thier environment.

this is the picture of water that has been exposed with a playing of Bach's "Air for the G string":



This is the view of water that has been exposed with Bach's "Goldberg Variations"



See how graceful it is: anyway, the next one has been exposed to Chopin's "Farewell Song".....Aint the crystal similar to tears~~


&...look at this which is exposed to Heavy Metal Music:

Well, perhaps you could say the heavy sound waves interrupt the crystallisation process...but yet again..the crystallisation process we are referring to is under microscopic view, not as in "ice crystal" formation ... u get me? cos loud music can cos ripples...which looks like the pic..
Well, that's for all for Classical music Vs. heavy metal music...
now, the next water has been exposed to the words "thank you" which was typed on a paper & then pasted on its bottle:


the next one is done the same way with the words on "love/appreciation" on it:



how nice are the crystals...dun you agree? and the next one is done in the same manner, but the words are "you make me sick, i will kill you":

isnt this strange? the water isnt able to crystaline AT ALL! and there werent any sound waves to disrupt the water. n both water samples are taken from the same source...
N... 70% of the earth is water. coincidentally, 70% of human body is also water~ the point which i am trying to say after such a long story, is that, humans try not to be angry.... cos when you are angry, the water in your body will change...turn ugly and each n every single cell of your body becomes ugly...and you will feel terrible....for what.....
maintain a peace of mind...always bear gratitude in mind, tolerate and forget..and you will look so beautiful..kekeke......
alright, juzt a piece of interesting fact. believe it or not....it's up to individual....

Credits: April (for the info.)

to be continue~


Monday, June 26, 2006
3:39 AM

lesson

today is my first day at stansfield. nearly late for class cause of traffic jam at CTE. thought it start at seven sharp but it should be 6:45pm. val called me at 6:50 asking where am i? haha. ran all the way from sacred heart church to campus. phew~ lucky class haven start when we step in, the room was so pack that leave us no choice to sit in first row. end of lesson - neckache. machiam just finish watching movie sitting in front row.

first lesson 'introduction of sociology'. same class as val and oops forget his name(val's friend). to me, sociology look easy, since the topic happens all around us everyday. such as culture and society, gender and sexuality, social interaction, health, illness and ageing, families, crime and deviance, race, ethnicity and migration, class, stratification and inequality, poverty, welfare and social exclusion, modern organizations, work and economic life, government politics, mass media and communications, education, religion, cities and urban spaces, population growth and ecological crisis, sociological research methods and theoretical thinking in sociology. all mention are copy from giddens's content pages. haha. difficult part should be how to express it out using words, which is my weakness! jason help me!

vulnerable point:- English.

second lesson 'introduction of information systems'. different subject with val, so i need to go to the information counter to ask for my next lecture room number. so troublesome and chaotic. no noticeboard display of classroom is pinned up and legion of the second year students gather around the front desk last minute to ask for subject selection thingy, blocking the whole enterance. information system is quite a uncommon subject to take bah. total seven students in class inculding me for this course. cool. i think cause singapore's government invest more money on 'life science', so everyone think life science have better propects and castaway IT since 2003. haha. is good also. 越少人越好 mean not many people graduate from information system to snatch my future ricebowl. haha.

vulnerable point:- access(database) and excel spreadsheet.

to be continue~



12:13 AM

school

school started! not as excited as the one week induction(introduction) program that i having during May. now just feel that i not prepare well enough for myself, or should say had not warm up enough of my brain. haha. responsibilities, money, work, eating, relaxing, study, etc.. all been screw up. need to give up something for gain something else bah. but i still want to have everything in control. haha. *greedy* is it hard to give up something? I do not know the answer. But i think i should try my best to do all those things right! 我不知道,我真正要做的是其中的哪一个?但是我只能相信自己,努力把这些事都做到最好~!

anyone have "lobang" at getting discount of purchasing a personal computer(PC) or a laptop?
please give me a call or leave me a msg. i want to get the deal done in no time. haha.

to be continue~


Sunday, June 25, 2006
2:12 AM

concentration

In chemistry, concentration is the measure of how much of a given substance there is mixed with another substance. This can apply to any sort of chemical mixture, but most frequently is used in relation to solutions, where it refers to the amount of solute dissolved in a solvent. The term concentration used in the context of chemical strength refers to the acidity or neutrlity of a chemical whilst concentration can also refer to focus or attention span.

gaming
What is the word 'gaming' mean to you? You might think that gaming an activity providing entertainment or amusement; a pastime; words game; ball game, or a bet that will bring thrilling feeling to you. game can provide fun and laughter to anyone.

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What is the word 'gaming' mean to you? You might think that gaming an activity providing entertainment or amusement; a pastime; word games; ball game, or a bet. the thrill of the casino games will bring u excitement. These games can provide entertainment and laughter to all levels of society.

The colours of black and white symbolises different things to different people. Black and white can be seen as a symbol of the past as television shows used to be shown in black and white. Black and white can also seen to be of racial differences between the blacks and whites during the 60s in America. It is important for us to remember that no matter who you are or what colour your are, colours like black and white is skin deep. what colour you are not your


Friday, June 23, 2006
3:54 AM

loosen up

let see, how my blog entry will look like without editing and drafting it out. haha.

been working too hard the pass few days. so decided to loosen up abit and meet up with jason to have a dinner and get some english improvement books from him. but before meeting him at takashimaya. went out with dad to buy a more comfortable cushioned computer's arm chair for myself. been sitting on the woonden stool for the pass few months, making my back and butt hurt. went office too, meet up with aaron to do some i also dun know what am i doing programming. i cant slove the problem! sadded. sorry wor aaron. i will do better next time..lol. the funny part is i'm still unconscious when i pick up the call early in the morning when he called to ask me to meet him at office. still in dreamland. aaron, are you shock when i talk rubbishs with you. haha. stay at office till five-thirty before leaving for dinner with J(my so call english teacher). went takashimaya's pepper lunch then to border to have a coffee and discuss how to improve my english skill. it amazing that he can analyst so deeply on just a paragraph. *clap clap* went home after the coffee talk or known as TCS(talk cock session).

almost three weeks since i last played computer game. wanted to have a break hence no book for me today. haha just purely gaming and outing. patched my maplesea and played online with lynn since ten-thirty. was going to stop at ten past two, but with her "never say die" attitude to get a maple lama staff drop. we end up killing cakes till three-twenty in the morning! and still no luck. haha so total gaming time 4hrs 50mins! wah that long. time files when you are enjoying. haha. one day ended.

uploaded Nelly Furtado - Track 13 - All Good Things(Come To An End).

to be continue~


Thursday, June 22, 2006
2:29 AM

finally finish filling fatiguing formidable form. all the F words are coming out. haha. the application form only seven pages took me an hr to complete. my handwriting is ugly, need to practice more often.

http://www.handwritingwizard.com
Try it!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Kiatster has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Kiatster fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Kiatster has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Kiatster just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Kiatster finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Kiatster is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.
Kiatster's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Kiatster that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Kiatster also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Kiatster is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Kiatster's self-concept is artificially low. Kiatster will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Kiatster to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Kiatster is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Because Kiatster has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, he has a very sharp mind. He instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. He thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus he may be seen as highly intelligent. Kiatster is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If he drives, he gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. He quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. He may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Kiatster is curious and very active. In fact, in school he might have been a trouble maker because he thought so much faster than the other kids, he finished his work first, thus having plenty of time on his hands to make trouble!

Kiatster will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Kiatster will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Kiatster believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually see the writing, we can't tell if he actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so he has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood. Kiatster has withdrawn into himself. He is reserved and shows his feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Kiatster is an introvert. He makes decisions based on logic, therefore he is rarely impulsive. He doesn't find any need for expressing his emotions. In fact, he probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. He has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for him to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Kiatster; it is difficult for them to really know how Kiatster feels. Kiatster enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with his hands is a pleasure. Kiatster's basic nature is to look out for himself first. Although he can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, he just almost always harbors them inside. The first time someone angers Kiatster, he probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, he will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to him until he cannot hold his emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Kiatster will cloud up and rain all over them. And he will never regret telling someone off, because he knew what he was saying the entire time. He won't impulsively tell someone off. Emotional stories will not sway Kiatster. He thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on him. Kiatster needs space and time alone. He will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Kiatster doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

what you think? true?

to be continue~


Wednesday, June 21, 2006
11:30 PM

strike

strike again. haha this time the lucky number is 3549. is time to buy a laptop for myself.. brb go do something haha


1:06 AM

busy busy busy

Oh My GOD!! school starting in 5 days time. kinda nervous. have not finish reading my books, have not hand up the application form for the BSc degree too. there are chances that i wont get selected by the university, need to wait for confirmation from the university. scary!! get kick out from school.. arrr! i should stop presuming.

overtime is non-stoping since the world cup started. i feel like a person who works mechanically without original thought, especially one who responds automatically to the commands of others. i just accept all the request that donald propose "who want OT?". such a robotic life i having. work, sleep, work, sleep. am i too hardworking or just too money face. haha. time to get myself a long holiday to escape from transfoming to a real robot for starhub. actually was planing to go Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur on 070706 with colleagues, but having a big revolution in office, most of the staff are restricted to took leaves during this period. sadded. since they dont allow us to took more than one day leave we still decided to make a quick getaway to JB on that day itself. nothing can stop us! haha.



singer: Nelly Furtado
album: Loose

this album is been recommended by lynn to me. thanks for ripping your whole cd for me. marvalous sound quaility, feel like already owned one copy. haha. i will give it a 4 stars. a mixture of different genres from 80', new age, R&B, sentimental, world music, classic guaitar. . . quite cool to have so many styles in an album. Nelly Furtado which always give a decent and ladylike impression had turn to a sexy and hot in this album. such a huge change! planning to put up the whole album in here but compact to smaller size and upload to server took ages. so i discontinue the idea. hehe. uploaded track 3 "Promiscuous".

to be continue~


Tuesday, June 20, 2006
11:18 AM

is macbeth bad luck?

producing macbeth is supposed to be unlucky. fires, falls, and weapon injuries have plagued past productions. superstition requires those involved in productions not to say the play's title, but rather "the scottish play". there are silly urban legends about the boy actor who first played lady macbeth getting sick and shakespeare having to fill in, and queen anne closing the theaters after people thought the deviltry of the play had caused a bad storm. some people think that the play's vision of evil, with witches, demonic familiars, and so forth explains the bad luck. You will have to decide for yourself.

maybe, the accidents are more common because the stage is dark, there's fire scenes, the fog machine makes the stage slippery, there's more wielding of crude weapons by more people, and so forth. haha

to be continue~


Sunday, June 18, 2006
11:40 PM

lucky

Several items or happenings are considered lucky or unlucky

Lucky


  • Finding a penny on heads
  • Horseshoes
  • Four-leaf clovers
  • Rabbit's feet, (unlucky to say 'rabbit' on the Isle of Portland)
  • Ladybugs
  • Elephant with the trunk pointing up
  • The number seven.
  • knocking on wood
  • Crossing your fingers.
  • tea stalk standing upward on the bottom of a cup
Unlucky
  • Friday the 13th.
  • The number 13 (Many buildings skipped 13 when numbering their floors for this reason
  • Black cat crossing your path
  • Stepping on a crack (it breaks the back of the stepper's mother)
  • Breaking a mirror (seven years bad luck)
  • Spilling over salt (When salt was more precious than gold, if you spilt some it meant that a demon was trying to steal your salt, but by appeasing it with a little salt over your left shoulder the demon would leave).
  • Putting a hat on a bed
  • Opening an umbrella indoors
  • Killing a ladybug/ladybird
  • Killing a spider in your home.
  • Walking underneath a ladder (when being hanged, the condemned man would often be made to pass underneath a ladder before climbing it and onto the gallows)
  • saying "good luck"
  • replying "thank you" to someone wishing you good luck
  • picking up a penny face-down (can be avoided by giving the penny away).
  • putting shoes on a table. In the UK, this is considered to bring extremely bad luck, traditionally the death of a person in the house. This is sometimes specified to only be unlucky when new shoes are put on a table (probably causing a few less deaths!)
  • In the British Navy it was traditionally considered unlucky to have a woman on board ship.
  • Among sailors it is considered unlucky to kill an albatross or a porpoise.
  • Among sailors it is considered bad luck to have anything blue aboard.
  • Saying "good luck" to an actor going onstage (preferred: "Break a leg")
  • In theaters, "Macbeth" must not be uttered by anyone unless it is necessary to the show (i.e. the company is performing Shakespeare's Macbeth); instead, one says "the Scottish Play" and refers to the characters as "Mackers" and "Lady Mackers"
  • sinistrality - being left-handed.
  • Seeing one magpie
  • When a bird Flys into your window, that means a person in your family will die today or has died last night.

luck is a form of superstition which is interpreted differently by different individuals. i didn't do what i had written above. but i strike 4D!! this time 2 numbers in a row. wahaha. it lucky that i buy ibet. the lucky number is 0894 which is the last 4 digits of my (identity card)IC and 1385 which i dun know how it came from. small win is better than nothing. ^_^

to be continue~


8:06 PM

skill

a skill is an ability, usually learned, to perform actions. skill such as act and crafts, IT programming, interpersonal communication, sports, acting, etc... i suppose everyone have their own unique skill they are excellent and weak in. my worst skill is interpersonal communication i dare say. after been isolated from the real world for so long cause of the rapid advances in communications technology such as e-mail, the internet and e-commerce. i have becoming 'de-voiced', i claim. haha. e-mail, instant messages and Short Message Service(SMS) that replace the need for face-to-face communication. aiyo.. now i'm getting contradict for what should i use face-to-face communication or online communication to communicate with people better. both way seem disadvantage for me.

for online communication it seems to allow more room for misinterpretation, confusion and abuse than traditional forms of communication. on the internet, the mind is present but the body(faces move, voice intone, bodies sway, hand gesture. . .) is gone. recipients get few clues to the personality and mood of the persontypist, can only guess why messages are sent, what they mean, what responses to make. trust is virually out the window.

for traditional forms of interaction such as the telephone and face-to-face meetings. face, bodily management and speech are used in combination to convey certain meanings and to hide others. it even worst, after been using the mIRC chatroom and msn messenger which has 'de-voiced' me for so many years since primary six, movements of facial muscles that give rise to particular expressions... erm.. happiness, sadness, anger, disgust, fear and surprise - body language which also known as non-verbal communication become SOOOO difficult to master. my crappy pronunciation makes thing wrost. voice intone when to speak softly(whisper) and when to talk loudly. bodies sway and hand gesture.. aiyo! troublesome!

overall, communication are still a two way thing. by being mutually aware, conversants 'cooperate' in opening and closing interactions, and in taking turns in speaking. interactions in which one party is converationlly 'uncooperative' which will lead to communication breakdown. which happened quite often in office. shared understanding and knowledge are important too, e.g when i'm hungry i say "i'm loving it" or "pa la pa pa pa" you will understand that i suggesting going to macdonald. if without this shared understanding... i dun know where it will lead to. haha quote of the day: "just say the right thing at the right time at the right place" =Þ

ps: it's true, slience is golden. haha


to be continue~


Saturday, June 17, 2006
9:42 PM

BUSY

haven been blogs cause of WORLD CUP!!! been watching world cup this few nights till 2am in the morning, and need to gain consciousness at 730am to achieve my commitment for my employment. wooo~ this type of lifestyle is damn busy and tired. haha been wasting too much time on watching worldcup which i didn't bet on, just to get some basic knowledge so that i can response to some basic questioning in office. hehe. miss reading my books.. 死定了 ! but luckily tomorrow my rest day agian!! need to catch up on everythings that been choked up since world cup started. off day for me is another workday at another workplace. sadded.

16th: just my luck, that i cant get to watch "just my luck" cause its sneak preview and the earliest showtime in singapore is 11.40pm. so postpone watching it till actual screening date.

tak chek ar!!

to be contiune~


Friday, June 16, 2006
11:19 PM

brain dead

SLEEPING~

to be continue~


Thursday, June 15, 2006
12:44 AM

prediction

read a mail which i ask valerie to send me, it about a horoscope prediction of love-match. 1st try, i choose ARIES & ARIES. u know what the result? IT WAS SO ACCURATE!!! first-class prediction chart. haha

ARIES & ARIES: Temper tantrums are quite likely to erupt into major wars with this combination. Remember only one party can win and neither one will accept defeat. Passionate but problems.

from the above prediction, u can compare(examine in order to note the similarities or differences of) my worklife with J and me. wah kaoz! VOMIT BLOOD. really lor, everyday having MAJOR WARS with her!! every words come out from her mouth are either unpleasant and nasty or foul languages.. she is so pretend(hyprocrite). just thinking of her make me feel affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious, galled, hateful, heated, hot, huffy, ill-tempered, impassioned, incensed, indignant, inflamed, infuriated, irascible, irate, ireful, irritable, irritated, maddened, nettled, offended, outraged, passionate, piqued, provoked, raging, resentful, riled, sore, splenetic, storming, sulky, sullen, tumultuous, turbulent, uptight, vexed, wrathful and mad.
should stop writing about this topic, i afraid before can finish blogging, my keyboard has already break into multi-pieces of junk plastics. haha

jianhang, suxian, myra and me got lectured by Q this evening for coming back late from dinner. we were at Times bookshop reading and forgotten to check on the time to return. too engross to health books. oops~ haha. to prevent this thing from happening again, tomorrow onward going to set alarm clock on my phone. good idea? haha any better suggestions, pls feel free to tag in the cbox haha. lame suggestions are welcome too~

to be continue~


Tuesday, June 13, 2006
11:05 PM

She's the man

she's the man, she is really the man haha she rocks!! watched it

Tagline: Everybody has a secret... Duke wants Olivia who likes Sebastian who is really Viola whose brother is dating Monique so she hates Olivia who's with Duke to make Sebastian jealous who is really Viola who's crushing on Duke who thinks she's a guy...
Plot Outline: When her big brother decides to ditch for a couple weeks in London, Viola (Bynes) heads over to his elite boarding school, disguises herself as him, and proceeds to fall for one of her soccer teammates. Little does she realize she's not the only one with romantic troubles, as she, as he, gets in the middle of a series of intermingled love affairs.

I saw this film at TheCathay with evelyn, jesper and myra. At first I thought the movie would be like a typical Amanda Bynes movie, but I was wrong. it's damn hilarious! haha cant stop laughing the whole show. my laugh really frighten those people sitting behind me i assume. haha. by the way it sweet too, a great show good for couples! go watch it. The movie is based on the Shakespeares book "The Twelth Night" This movie tells the story of a girl who lives to play soccer. Well when the girls team is cut she has to go to great lengths to get on the guys team at a different school to get revenge on the egotistical guys team at her old school. On her way she gets caught up in a long tangled web of love, lies, and deception. This movie is this years Mean Girls. I think it shows some great new actors abilities and there are defiantly some big stars to be featured in this movie.

after the movie, erm my eye is closing let me writing in point form again, haha
  1. jesper and myra went home.
  2. evelyn(hungry), so went to macdonald.
  3. went carrefour to look for webcam and mic.
  4. trick by the workers there!!
  5. went home.
  6. met weiyuan's gang(weiyuan, jeremy, ruijie, collin, karol, wendy and one lady dun know her name) at busstop.

i want to elaborate point 4 in short! hope u understand.. haha

went to carrefour basement 2 computer section. we search one round and cant find any webcam. so we ask the saleman.

kiat:"do you sell webcam here?"

b2 saleman:"ya, level 1 atrium there"

kiat:"ok, thank you"

evelyn and i went up to level 1

kiat:"do you sell webcam here?"

lvl1 saleman:"ya, u go down to basement 2 there got sell"

kiat:"but we just come up from there"

lvl1 saleman:"really, come let me lead u there"

so we follow him to basement 2 again.

lvl1 saleman:"hey! 'b2 saleman' got sell webcam here right?"

b2 saleman:"no no it at lvl 1 atrium"

lvl1 saleman:"oh, lvl 1 atrium"

evelyn and i were what the .....? we been walk up and down b2, lvl1, b2 now lvl1 again?? no choice, we follow the lvl1 guy to the atrium, finally saw the webcam but they only sell one modal and it looks stupid which cost $29.90. endup never buy and went home. the end~

to be contiune~



12:55 AM

decision

a decision is a final product of the specific mental/cognitive process of an individual or a group of persons/organizations which is called decision making, therefore it is a subjective concept.

decision making is the cognitive process leading to the selection a course of action among alternatives. every decision-making process produces a final choice called decision. It can be an action or an opinion. It begins when we need to do something but we do not know what. therefore, decision-making is a reasoning process which can be rational or irrational.

common examples include shopping, deciding what to wear, and deciding where or what to eat for lunch or dinner.

i assume some of those decision making techniques listed below are used when you're really uncertain what to decide in your personal life everyday. so which one you always use?

  • flipping a coin, cutting a deck of playing cards, and other random or coincidence methods.
  • accepting the first option that seems like it might achieve the desired result.
  • tarot cards, astrology, augurs, revelation, or other forms of divination.
  • acquiesce to a person in authority or an "expert".
  • listing the advantages and disadvantages of each option.

but every decision always come with risks. that why we usually endup regreting of our choices we choosen in decision-marking. everyday we are always presented with new choices and challenges. because there is no "road map" to these new dangers, we must negotiate risks as we make choices. because there are no definitive answers about the causes and outcomes of such risks, we are forced to make decision about which risks we are prepared to take. this can be bewildering endeavour! therefore even 'simple' decisions about what to eat are made in conflicting infomations and opinions about the advantages and disadvantages. merits and drawbacks.



Monday, June 12, 2006
8:16 PM

incompletely

i try to stream the radio inside my blog, and it incompletely working. haha. Credits go to Digitally Imported, my all time favorite internet radio. haha been listening to this site since poly year 1(1999). Digitally Imported is a multi-channel Internet radio service specializing in Electronic Dance Music genres. filling a global niche for this type of music made it among the most popular internet radio stops on the internet since the late 1999. all their channels are offered in three streaming formats: Mp3, Windows Media, and aacPlus formats. you can listen to any of the channels for free. but 2yrs ago it become a profit corporation and need to sign up for Premium for super high quality and 100% commercial free. depressed haha.


Sunday, June 11, 2006
3:30 PM

time

rest day!! went to kinokuniya this morning and grab the last copy of anthony giddens- sociology 4th edition. cost me another 50 bucks. books are draining my income dry haha. oh ya, things i just blogged has no link to the title i stated. haha

i always welcome break, haha it provide me time to complete my chore and activity apart from normal boring work-sleep routine. time is really very precious!! get enlighten by this phase, when i pass by the chinese section of the bookstore "一寸光阴一寸金,寸金难买寸光阴" powerful right?? its mean money equal time, but money cant buy time if i not mistaken haha

total pages of the book i brought are 682 and i just read 56pages for 5hrs. well, mathematically i just need 60.892857142857142857142857 hrs to finish reading the whole book, which is round-up to 3days. illogically i might do it but Q wont let me have 3 days leaves straight. logically i not so smart, cant read one time and understand what the paragraph is telling me, need to read 6~7 times, moreover i'm not superman, need to rest and cant contiune reading the book continuously for 3days nonstop. haha conclusion is TIME!! need more time!

ps: val, ya i totally agree with you! wo (men) si ding le! haha

to be contiune~


1:08 AM

怎樣的人值得交往

saw this bulletin in friendster.. like last think you all will like to read this type of stuffs. so i copy and paste here ^_^

1.他不屬於妳十份喜歡的類型,但是他追妳追得很有誠意。而且妳喜歡的類型,交往再多都是失敗的例子。

2.妳有經前症候群,但每次他都有辦法熬過妳的經期風暴,繼續陪伴在妳身邊。

3.你們雖然已經沒有戀愛的感受,但是他確實比妳的老闆照顧你,或比妳的父母更關心妳,他永遠在妳苦惱時,站在妳這邊。

4.他沒有妳前任男友的優點,但是他也沒有妳前任男友的缺點,而且他有的優點,很多人都有。

5.他有令你仰慕的才華,雖然他不是很懂得照顧妳,但是也不會傷害你,而且妳認為他的才華帶給妳無窮的樂趣。

6.妳對他很挑剔,但是他卻能夠贏得妳朋友、家人甚至上司的欣賞

7.他對你要求很多,但是都很合情合理,而且這些要求對妳有好無壞。

8.他很黏,可是很甜。他很不黏,可是很忠誠。他有點黏但不是很黏,他很體貼地在觀察妳的需要。

如果你的腦海中折時有浮現"某人"微笑的臉~不要懷疑~就是他囉~!



Saturday, June 10, 2006
1:51 AM

over-time!

2 hours extra work done in addition to regular working hours. 12midnight!! haha this is the second time working till so late in this company. 1st time was with aisha(my shifu) and now. does time change all? things is so different now, it was so dead damn bore. everyone is just working, working and working. no more laughing and joke around. been trying to encourage myself in office to boost my keenness or enthusiasm to go to office. haha poor office policy? poor management? too many restrictions that why lead to so boring worklife style?.. or working with different accompany will have different results? hmmm.. analyzing in progress~

after work i walk to parkmall's taxistand to try my luck to get a cab. too bad no luck. city cab and comfort cabs' hotline is really congested. their hotline can really make a person hot!! so i endup calling SMRT(tibs) cab, it was fast and friendly. *thumb up to the service.* and and they give me a Mercedes-Benz, woo hoo.. haha all those people waiting for taxi at the stand must be envy. hehehe *wicked laugh*


edited by my friend (jason)
A working day can be such a drag. Instead of spending the regular 7 or 8 hours in office, i went overtime by 2 hours. This is the second time i have worked overtime and i recollect that the first time i worked overtime was with Aisha yet times have changed so much since then. Now the boredom of the day is a distinct feeling amongst all in the office.(Reflecting on the past, i have realised how times have changed so astoundingly quick. The expression on my face in the office says it all.) The repetitive work and long hours seems to have taken a toll on everyone. The laughing and jokes have stopped and there is a uncomfortable silence nowadays. I try to encourage myself to work and ignore the environment that seems so negative so as to boost my energy levels in work.

his english is so good!!!
to be continue~


Friday, June 09, 2006
12:13 AM

eye examination


this evening after dinner break with myra and joyce, i went to seek advice from an optometrist at plaza singapura level 2 for my blurry eye sight. this is my 1st time consulting an optometrist and i kinda of "sotong" do not know wat to ask. haha. after i just say i have blur sight, he use the optical refractor(picture above) to test on me. it look like some kind of transformor stuff to me haha... after alot of questioning (is it clear?, red and green which one clearer?, etc..) and adjusting of that transformor device.. i got my result. my right eye only 50 degree, left eye erm... forget the english word, chinese is known as "shan guang", and its cost me $20. when joyce heard about its cost me 20 bucks for just some questioning and reading some ABC. she so provoked and saying "wah, he "ka-ing" your money lah, one check only $20. must as well go HDB area's optical shop to make spec, and the checkup is free too" haha at least this 20 bucks make me more "an xin" wondering why only 50 degree and one eye "shan guang" can make the sight so blur. hmm... or the optometrist dun know how to diagnose only know how to con. haha

to be contiune~



Wednesday, June 07, 2006
10:33 PM

short sightedness

oh no.. i think i having near-sightedness. i cant see. i going blind.. help!! but lucky i still can type and blog without looking at the keyboard.. =x any suggestions to improve eye sight anyone? other than eating carrots..please tell me!!


10:18 PM

who suits you?

saw this bulletin in friendster.. think you all will like to read this type of stuffs. so i copy and paste here ^_^

白羊座---你是有實行力的大自信家

你充滿自信,對想做的事都有自信成功.且你會朝目標全力以赴,因有這種個性故不能忍受懦弱的人,惟有能力強有自信的人才能與你相配..具領導特質受人信賴,有實力且自信滿滿,才是你的理想情人..
你的理想對象是威風自信的人。

金牛座---安定環境能讓你有幸福的感覺

舒暢的心情,寬裕的空間讓你心滿意足,平靜安定的環境才能帶給你幸福,所以心平氣和穩重的人與你最相配.除外表溫和外,不魯莽行事,成熟踏實類型是你的最愛,能與你共享知性話題,才具備完美情人條件..
你的理想對象是誠實穩重型。

雙子座---你是好奇心強要求多的人

你對一切要求都多,因好奇心強,故會一下想要這個,一下想做那個,並以此為樂.唯有話題豐富.興趣廣泛.交遊廣闊的人,才能令你滿足,宜選種對象.雖然這種人是大眾偶像,但唯有這種類型才能令你動心
你的理想對象是熱情而誠實的人。

巨蟹座---你是會為戀人犧牲的愛家型

你可以說是典型戀家的人.....,有為戀人犧牲一切,全心全意照顧他的本能.因此必須找個能滿足你這種希望,即只對你一人熱情與誠實的人.你也喜愛肌膚之親,愛和他有親膩關係,性感魅力也是他重要條件..
你的理想對象是擅長社交的人。

獅子座---受周遭眾人矚目你會感覺幸福

像國王般受眾人注意時是你最愉快時刻,你很清楚自己有吸引人的能力.才幹與外貌.但除了受你的吸引之外,還要有出眾能力外表..不拘小節的大方開朗自信的人,才能獲得你的青睞,運動神經發達的人與你最相配..
你的理想對象是開朗大方的人。

處女座---你是有志氣的穩重知性派

志向堅定又穩重的你是知性派,因此不切實際.沒有智慧的異性是不會令你注意的.唯有務實.冷靜腳踏實地的人,才合乎當你情人的條件.但要配合你的步調相當不易,他必須要有能力主導有些霸氣的你....
你的理想對象是冷靜踏實的人。

天秤座---你是具有求知欲有品味之人

品味高,悠閒的活在優雅氣氛中是你的信條.但卻總有點不滿,內心深處總有想不斷接受新知的求知欲.又獨特創意,愛挑惕的人是最能令你滿足的戀人.你是會堅持自己個性.照自己判斷行動者...
你的理想對象是有個性的人。

天蠍座---你是能對唯一情人鍾愛不渝的人

多年深愛一個人是你的特徵;且很珍惜與對方親密相處的時光,甜蜜型的人才能符合你的期望.一直對你充滿溫柔,想和你黏在一起的情人,才能與你長相廝守;從你的表情即可明瞭你心意的是最佳戀人..
你的理想對象是天真甜蜜的人。

射手座---你是自由豪放熱情洋溢的人

自由豪放...熱情洋溢的你對自認對的事會全力以赴,且此時最感幸福,所以不能全力以赴的人不夠資格做你戀人.冒險心旺盛,對生活...戀愛都充滿熱情的有活力型,是你理想的對象?
你的理想對象是冒險心旺盛的人。

摩羯座---你是慎重派,對戀愛很膽怯..

你對未知的事非常謹慎,對戀愛尤其膽怯.了解並珍惜你這種個性者才能與你談戀愛,感覺有前途也是你擇偶的重要條件.具體的說即是堅持志向.凡事按步就班的穩重誠實的人,是能給你幸福者,最好是笑容滿面的人...
你的理想對象是積極樂觀進取的人。

水瓶座---你是知識豐富.朋友很多的人

簡單的說你是知性派,唯有智慧型的人才能與你匹配,特別是知識水準高,會話應酬技巧高的類型,且你有時認為和其他異性出遊並非罪惡,所以你的戀人必須是有包容力的人,即聰明溫和的都會人是理想戀人..
你的理想對象是成熟的都會人。

雙魚座---你是天真純樸.為對方犧牲的人

你是縱使被騙,仍會為對方犧牲自己的「有犧牲自我精神」者,所以不能全力以赴的人不夠資格做你戀人.冒險心旺盛,對生活..戀愛都充滿熱情的有活力型,是你理想的對象..
你的理想對象是冒險心旺盛人。


Tuesday, June 06, 2006
10:39 PM

titleless

too tired to think of an title today, cause numberless prolonged period of PM shift can really make you exhausted. plus all the sudden increase volume of cable forms to do... woooo.. not normal people can take it. what a tough man i am. haha. and was rewarded an off day tomorrow yeap!! kinokuniya here i come again~ or should i go for a tennis game and a swim? hmmm...

something inhuman or should i say unfriendly happened in office today!! wondering 世上真的没有人情味了吗? someone named "Q" is too BIAS and sacarstic. M always get the blame or wrongly accused. Q is really too much, how can he give so much pressure. Q should tell her straight to the point, and not use sacarstic words to criticize her. M finally cant take it and cry out in training room. hai.. make me so panic, cause i dun really know how to console a person. but tried my best till Q come in to disturb again.. *speechless* hmmm.. dun know got anything to do with the o6o6o6.. eerie~~~

finally get to change my cute hand-drawn cartoon skin to a more inclined to anarchism skin.. hated system and organization and uniformity, one word to describe it "rebellious". *roaaar* haha after published for a day, i got quite alot of comments. comments such as "aiyo, too beng liao lah, dun suit you", "the arrangement a bit weird la, nvm then got character", "quite nice, got the attitude".. haha so i think i will stick to this design for this month. cause i like the word "ATTITUDE" haha i'm attitude sometime.

erm.. and for better improvement, i will try to write a code on the "play and stop" button for those who dun prefer music to play out loud in the background when reading. ^_^ any suggestion feel free to tag on the cbox.. its free. so dun shy haha.

to be contiune~


Sunday, June 04, 2006
11:07 PM

Crush

from the word "crush" what come to ur mind 1st? car crush accident, crush juice from grape, crushed the freshly ironed shirt, etc... no no this is not the crush i going to blog today.

is about everytime u see someone, you feel shy and embarrassed. you don't even know her, but you feel nervous whenever you see her. your face feels hot and your cheeks get red. If a girl or boy is making you feel this way, you have a crush. a crush is a word used to describe special feelings you have for another person.

sometimes, feelings for a crush can be confusing, because they're new to you, and you aren't sure how to act. you could have mixed feelings. when you see your crush, a part of you might feel embarrassed, and you might want to run away and hide. another part of you might imagine your crush noticing you and sharing the same feelings. some people can't remember what they want to say when they see their crush. they feel speechless, or tongue-tied. the most amazing part is that you can't choose your crushes. your crush could even be on someone you don't know, sometimes they just sneak up on you and - wow - who was that? haha

aiyo, why am i blogging about crush.. so lame haha.. stop here le..

ps: amy thanks for the idea on topic of the night! haha
*try to figure out the word below*
*you been awarded with milk chocolate. please claim your prize at 6pm SHARP on 5/6/06*


Saturday, June 03, 2006
3:51 PM

sagittarius woman

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

to be contiune~


Thursday, June 01, 2006
10:01 PM

understanding

Men and Women!! Both from the same planet but it seems like were from opposite ends of the galaxy, surley this is a question with no answer, I challenge you to answer this eternal question. haha

understanding is a psychological process related to an abstract or physical object, such as, person, situation and message whereby one is able to think about it and use concepts to deal adequately with that object.

Examples
  1. a person understands the weather if he/she is able to predict and to give an explanation of some of its features.
  2. a psychiatrist undertands another person's anxieties if he/she knows that person's anxieties, their causes, and can give useful advice on how to minimise the anxiety.
  3. a person understands a command if he/she knows who gave it, what is expected by the issuer, and whether the command is legitimate.
  4. one understands a reasoning, an argument, or a language if one can consciously reproduce the information content conveyed by the message.

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i believe knowledge is the simple awareness of bits of information.

understanding is the awareness of the connectedness of this information.

it is understanding which allows knowledge to be put to use.

understanding represents a higher level than simple knowledge.

meaning to understand a woman u need more than just simple knowledge. haha


to be continue~